2:27 AM Wednesday, December 10, 2008
hai . . dunno why , feeling kinda moody this days . .
I feel like I am a toy . . I am tired of being treated like a toy [ FYI : I am not tired of life ]
Maybe there are times I am over sensitive , but maybe its because i am born
this way . . I nid time to adapt to tings , too sudden changes make me feel weird
and insecure . .
I am the way I am , I don't like to be treated like a toy .
I rather be hurt then letting me think whether I am going to get hurt or not .
I don't like a part of myself whereby I think alot sometimes .
I wish I can change it but , its impossible for me .
I am a emo kia sometimes ok ? Its hard to stay happy or treat it as
noting happened all the times .
Anyway , I am just writing out how I felt at this moment and this few days .
I hope tomorrow will be a better and nicer day for me :)
Bye~
SilentlOv3r signing off xP